It's All About Love...

2060/03/06
Suppression

Is this punishment of your love?
Feeling so weak
Nearly crumbling into pieces
All my muscles, tendons
The whole body is shivering
So quiet everything here is
They are so still
and are therefore moving
I feel dizzy

All symptoms appear in me
Nausea, Fatigue, Lethargy
So confused I am
What shall I do?
Seems we are not made to depart
as we always thought
Otherwise, why would everything go so perplexed?
Seems we are made to be together forever

2060/01/04
About You

I love to wake you up
in the morning
and call you for the meal
You wash your face
then soon get ready for it.
I serve you your dish
at the table
right in front of which
mine is set.

You enjoy and relish each of them silently
I observe and love your style
Never a complain, never a stare
Always a smile upon your face
I forget to have mine
When I see your smile
I desire for that face
to look at it forever
in the same way.

After a while, you stand up
and go away
taking a part of me
along with you
I remain alone the whole day
recalling the shared moments
You return in the evening
and I open the door
Your bright smile flashes upon me
making my evening much more
The smile reflects upon you
and the conversation is over

The face glowing like the sun
makes me warm and light
In your presence
A second's spared moment
makes my whole day
Teach me your style
I want to be you
Keep smiling to the ones
you come across
A flash of your lips means
a lot to them.

2059/11/18
A Decade Without Baba

Baba! Such a dear and lovely name
Neither you wished money nor fame
Indifferent to the ways of the game
But, alas, you got nothing but lame.

So much changes have come Baba
Since you have left the world
Living without you is like
Walking on the sword.

Life is no longer sweet Baba
like the way we once had
It's never going to be same again
'coz we have lost our dear dad.

Aren't you ever going to return?
Where were you? Where are you?
Shall I never see you again?
How am I to spend my life without you?

Getting nostalgic, going to a decade ago
I find peace and confidence in my heart
Facing the reality of never seeing you again
I live in the memories of the past.

Baba, wherever you are
I'm still the same... ... ....

2060/01/04
To The Unborn Child

There you stay comfortably
within your mama's womb
enjoying the warmth of her
a cutie little dumb.

Waiting for a special day
to be born months after
hoping for some reasons, good
that you will become later.

But had you only known
the world here present
What will become of you?
You'd remain unborn and resent.

I feel sorry for you
from the depth of my heart
Can't you remain unborn?
and prevent the new start?

2059/07/09
FRENS

Born somewhere distant
Become so near
Developing trust within
No need to fear

Indifferent when happy
Encouraging when depressed
Helping when troubled
Sharing when repressed.

Getting together for years
Until the change
Keeping in touch
Without any revenge.

2059/07/09
What happened?

When she met him
And he met her first
In a crowded room,
What happened?
None of them remember
the actual conversation now.

As time passed, they turned out
to be friends.
To her it was unknown that
in her presence
He was always present.
Sometimes even as opponents
both wound stand.
But every time, he won, she lost.

She admired him for his friendliness
For his Intelligence
For his Patience
For his Clarity
And she knew he did not hate her
'coz he was indifferent.
But then what happened?

Suddenly, they were together
Nobody forced, it happened
What happened?
She always remembered him
She was pleased to talk with,
about him and even to think
A feeling of oneness
much more than words can say
The seed was sowed.
It germinated.
A green plant, so lovely.

But what happened?
Leaves turned pale and fell
Starting from the peak
to the bottom
The whole plant died.
Only the seed remained.

The seed is still in there... ... ....

Message

I write it
to make you know.
I tear it
to hide from others.

I think about you
but suddenly stop
preventing others from knowing
some changes in me have come.

I want to throw you away
but you are fixed within me.
I look into my body to know your presence
but you are there in each cells.

Suddenly I find it
impossible to forget you
Then comes another feeling
why should I do ?

I've decided to remember you
not knowing any other way.
Throwing myself in a false hope
of getting together some new day.
So I write it to make it know.
Again I tear it to hide from others.

Such secret is my love.

September 7, 2008
1)
Your proving me ugly-
A reason strong enough
to prove you best.

Seems you are too good-
What a foolishness
fancying togetherness!

Had the pain been mild
things would seem much easy.
It’s true people say
there is no love without tragedy.

2)
When the mind stops working
And the heart is still
That’s the moment
I remember you the most.

Written words of power
More so than the speech
Sometimes become the only medium
For the repressed expression.

Mind getting clearer
With the flowing of words
Let them flow into you as well
Though not transforming
At least make you recognize my self.